Forget Him…

Forget his name, forget his face
Forget you cried all night long
Forget how close you two where when you're together
Remember now, He'd chosen her

Forget you memorized his walk
Forget the he used talk
Forget the way He sat with you
Remember now, He's not with you

Forget the smile when he passed by,
Forget the times he made you cry
Forget the way he spoke your name
Remember now, Things aren't the same

Forget the times you were so blind
Forget them all They're just the past
Forget you dreams that won't come true
Forget him Girl, He's not for you

The Poem above is written by one of my good friends, Erika. It's true isn't it? Falling in love can be such a pain in the neck-especially when things happened to be the exact opposite of what you want it to be. At some part of your self, you want to scream, you want to cry-You feel broken. You wonder what happened wrong, what you did wrong. I experienced that feeling before. For sometime, I blamed myself for what happened wrong but I grew up from my immature ways and luckily, I found myself again. How did it happened? Oh well, What happened is a painful, metamorphosis-like process. The First step is actually the most painful thing-admitting to yourself that things aren't the same anymore, that everything has changed. It is hard because I believed his lies, and I believed in him. Then I blamed myself because I believed that I was the one who made the breakup happen; that I was the one who trigger such decision to let each other go but After I accepted that It's not just me, but some so-called "Fate" ended it I felt better and then, I moved on and found me again the funny thing is that- I believed that He is my Knight in Shinning Armor and because of that I was too blind to realize that He's just a Looser in Aluminum Foil. I feel better now because He's out of my life. I feel better because I am a better person now. I no longer feel sorry for my self because He left me, I just feel sorry for him because He lost me.(Yabang ko talaga no?) But then again, Getting Hurt is a part of falling in love, and loving is a part of being alive. But for girls who's heart has been broken by some looser-jerk out there don't label the whole specie of Man as all Looser-Jerks because there are still some endangered specie out there who will lovingly accept you and will stay beside forever. Take Kevin as an example, I read his blog and all I salute him because He is a gentleman. He's the kind of Guy who has respect for his ex-girlfriend and I couldn't care less. So that's all folks just remember that God might let you fell bad a bit BUT He will never let you hit the ground!

OFF TOPIC:I will be a way for like, 3 days because of our summer training in scouting; that would be on May 22-34 but I promise to make kwento after the training.