I've been confused lately. You guys know that. I went to church this morning. I rely my fate to him. I know he's the only one who can lead me to the light.I don't know how long will I hold on.All I know now is that I rely everything on his decision.He knows better that I do anyway.I have no Idea on what shall I do,How long will I keep this to myself.I believe that the closure will end this but how can that possibly happen?We don't even talk!I really want to move on and give the other guy a chance. Sigh.
Everything is beautiful in God's own time.I know this will make me a better person.The problems between me and him is such a big thing. The closure will end it all but I don't know if the closure can end the feelings as well. I feel unsure about the things that keeps on bugging me.I don't even know If I'm ready to love again.All I know is thta I'm putting all the risk in God's hands.
..and She prepared for the Party!