"Naaalala mo pa ba nung tayo'y magkasama pa
Iyong sinabi't pinangako na nalimot mo na siya
At kahit naglaho ka na muling sumama sa kanya
Sa aking puso ay ikaw pa rin,
ikaw pa rin "
So what's up with the "Ikaw Pa rin" Lyrics staring back at you? Oh well. Don't get me wrong.I just can't hold it inside.I just can't help it.
There's a guy and he met this girl .this girl loves another guy and another guy loves this girl yet he can't show it. This girl got tired of waiting and she fell in love w/ the guy. The guy loves this girl but suddenly he's like,falling for another girl and another girl is like ,unaware of it This girl acts like nothing's wrong as if everything's fine as if it's not hurting her big time .As if it's not shattering her heart into tiny pieces .and this girl is staring back at her PC,wanting to cry and she's trying so hard to hold back the tears.
Akala ko,okay kami.Hind pala. Maybe I'm just over reacting, maybe may pagkukulang ako.I'm trying my best to smile, to forget what might happen in the future,to act like it's not hurting me. Don't judge him, It's not his fault and besides,He already suffered much because of me, He already sacrificed because of me. Despite of how many chances that I have over the girl, I am willing to set him free because I believe that He deserves to be happy...I believe that He deserves the girl-and the girl deserves him.
I love him, I do but If He's no longer happy I'd rather get hurt than hurt him. Maybe you're asking why I'm not going to fight for him... I won't even if I want to. I don't want to be unfair to him. I want him to be happy.I might sound like a total martyr but this is the only way that I can thank him enough for loving me. Sigh.
*It's just that I'm so weird that I used to tell myself that It's okay if ever that He'll find someone else and Now that it seems that he did,I'm here,hurting inside.
..and She prepared for the Party!