After 10 months of lack of proper sleep, nerve-wracking stress days, long nights of newspaper editing, quizzes, and other irrelevant school works that made my year really brain damaging… My junior year is finally over and I'm really thankful. This coming Saturday, we'll be having our Recognition day and yes, after that, Junior year is officially over. I believe that the previous school year really played a big part in my growth as a person. The year really knocked me out-emotionally, physically, and mentally. I did not able to surpass my grade last year bit I would say, This year is really better. Much better that my sophomore year. Here are some of the things that will prove that Junior year is way, way better yet much, much meaner that my sophomore year.

Pros of Junior:

+ I learned to play Basketball and Volley ball from the heart. The best thing about it is that aside from learning I've realized that it would really pay off if I'll kiss my girly-girl attitude good bye not because I wasn't a good person because of it yet, My cow girl attitude will bring me to more beautiful places.

+I learned to appreciate myself more. Gone are the days that I'll be frustrated because I don't think I'm good enough. I've learned that the best way to appreciate you life is to love yourself , seek improvement,and to see the brighter side of things rather than the gloomy ones.

+ I taught my self to be more independent. My talks with Ate Jho, (my TLE teacher) surely made me stronger. She taught me to listen to my heart, not in what others might say. When the issue came, many people judged me even if they don't know the story. Many people labeled me as a user even if they weren't even involved in the issue and sad to say, mostly, those people who thought of me that way are mostly those that I also THOUGHT I can trust.

+ I became stronger. I have been hurt more than once in the past year. Many caused me so much pain, emotionally. The cut that they made is so deep that even until now, I'm still bleeding but I couldn't care less. I just don't care. I know that I didn't stepped on any body, I never mean to hurt anyone even if I did hurt them.

+My relationship in God grew stronger. Ever since the problems surfaced me, I've never gone astray hope with God because I firmly believe that God gave me problems because He knows very well that I'll make it through, and I'm proud that I've never questioned him during the time of my pain.

+ I've made my most principle-breaking yet surely biggest and bravest decision I've ever done- to get involved in a relationship with my best friend. He's been courting me for as long as I could remember and He was able to gain my trust. Even if he's already my boyfriend now, Still He continues to be my best friend. And even many people gave me their "I object" treatment to show me their opinions, I just don't care. My mom didn't even disapproved, Ate Jho,a teacher even encouraged me to take this hard decision so why would they have to act that why, right? Very, very mean, really.

And of course, we have the cons of Junior:

+Lack of Sleep.
+Stress.
+Pressure.
+No Ma'am Tin-Tin.
+People who are judging me even if they are not even asked to give their cynical opinions.


As a closure in my entry, the sweetest part of my life now is actually being contented to my life even if I still want to have more enhancements in my life. I still want to go in a good university; I want to finish high school with flying colors and the like. Even if I have fewer friends to trust now, I believe that this is much better than to have a bunch of blood-sucking people right beside you. ;)

..and She prepared for the Party!