I pray to get anorexia. I’m quite serious about it.I’ve been lonely lately, and the bitter truth is that, I eat my emotions. Aside from writing, eating is also my way of venting my emotions-whether good vibe or bad vibe and I hate it. I’ve been gulping down every edible thing that catches my eyes… and its paid off? I now have flabby arms, chubbier cheeks, and massive thighs.. and let’s not forget my waistline who grown at least 2 inches in about a month and a half. Oh my gawd.

It all started last week,I gulped down 4 bars of Choco Mucho a week ago, I started eating more rice than I should, I’m munching everything that fancies me-no,that doesn’t include munching the yumminess Piolo Pascual. And I Hate to tell you that I hate those hot,hot 5’8 Brazillian models with an amazingly flat tummy, fatless thighs, and yes, I know they’re complete Barbie dolls,waiting to be paired up by Yummy looking Ken Dolls. But No, I’m not going to exchange my eating habits with them. I won’t settle with their tomatoes-Apples or nothing Diet,I’m not desperate to do that,no yet. I love my self even if I have these massive thighs, flabby arms, and all the imperfections that I have, these imperfections can be considered as flaws but these flaws are part of me.

At the end of the day, even if I sometimes want to have anorexia, I’d rather be floppy yet healthy, rather than be one of those hot,hot anorexic, Brazilian Models. Being Floppy doesn’t make me a good or bad person, and being super skinny is so out now, excuse me but the Kate Moss look is so last season! I’m not saying that being skinny is so unsightly, (because some are lucky enough not to worry about dieting because tit’s all in the genes) What I’m trying to say is that ,we’re all beautiful any weight we are, it’s just a matter of loving yourself from the inside, if you’re not comfortable about the way you look, you are free to seek improvement but keep in my mind that you don’t have to change to please others, you have to do it for YOURSELF. You don’t have to change for some people because more people loves you for who are you and if they can’t accept you for who you are,it’s better to think twice and make a smart move if they’re for keeps or not.

..and She prepared for the Party!