Let's Start The Party! The Sweet Sixteen Birthday Bash!

Saturday, June 09, 2007

Empty Inside

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you
I'll miss you
I'll kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold
I'll need you
I'll feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you



Beautiful song, but I can't appreciate the lyrics 'cause I feel so empty.Sigh. I don't know why, I shouldn't be feeling like this anyway, because as far as I can remember, few days ago, I even wrote a blog entry that I'm okay..-but that's what I thought..

I can't understand why I'm still feeling this emptiness inside.. It even makes me feel inferior about myself, I'm starting to think and feel that I'm not the kind of girl that a guy takes seriously....

My past relationship didn't end well.. because I still don't know why he walked out of my life..

and I hate it.and Hate it 'cause no matter what I do, No matter where I go, everything reminds me of him. If only I could teach my heart to love somebody else,I will.

Because I can't understand why I'm hurting like this but still, I cannot let go of what we've had..

..and She prepared for the Party!



Welcome to My Birthday Bash!

By some intolerable twist of fate, You've landed to my blog, http://jennysassy78[dot]blogspot[dot]com, the vitual playground of a 7 yearold girl trapped in a 16 year old body.You must be here for my party! Feel free to play along with me, but mind you that I don't like playmates who picks fight so be good and we'll be friends because If you don't I'm going to tell Mommy that you pulled my hair! If you don't like me, please click the exit button and leave because I have more Barbies than you! :P
The Birthday Girl

I have more Barbies than you,behlat! I am worth $1,598,764 on HumanForSale.com
Jenny. Turning Sweet 16. July 26. hazel brown eyes. Burma brown hair. 5'3. Single but not looking. Licensed Red Cross First Aider. gutsy. Sassy. Immaculatian. Drama Queen. Dreamer. soulful. God's Child. Writer.Pinkaholick. cowgurl. vain. ♥camwhore. COLORFUL. ♥ F.r.E.n.D.z. Registered Girl Scout. weird. naughty. loves to eat. Believes of Happy Endings. narcissistic. Super Girl. Modern Geisha. opinionated yet open minded. self-confessed worrywart. optimistic. Strong yet fragile.

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