It’s been a while since I last wrote a decent entry; it took me a while, a long while to organize my thoughts, because deep inside me, there is an empty space which bleeds like there’s no tomorrow. Okay, okay. I know, you wouldn’t want to hear me and see me turn all grumpy, grouchy, and insensitive.

I’m going to school in less than a week and I can’t help but feel excited! I feel so overjoyed that finally, I’ll have something to run into when I start to feel the emptiness again. School still means learning, This year is going to be my last and final year at high school, and after this year, life will never be the same again. I won’t come to the same school, I will not wear the same uniform again, but mostly I won’t be with the same people again. High School taught me to become strong; I faced numerous betrayals, back stabbings, and lies. I experienced the taste of first love as well as the stings of the first heart break. In High School, I met different kinds of personalities, some blended well with mine, many hurt me, but few made a difference.

Things that are going on right now may not be the best, it’s rocky and painful but I know that this way is the way to happiness. There’s still a lot of things that can happen, a lot of things to look forward to, and I won’t become all grumpy just because some jerk broke my heart. No way, hell no!

Things that I’m excited about:

+ That new, hot, hot Physics Teacher. I want to meet that yumminess who’ll surely make me love Physics.

+ Learn more. I’m in love with learning and trying new things, I love misadventures!

+New Badges. I want to attain more badges, since I’m graduating; I want to wear my sash loud and proud with new badges that will come from my own effort.

+New People. Different strokes, different folks, I’d love to meet people of different shapes and sizes.

+Sweet Sixteen. I want to be sixteen forever! I want to enjoy my birthday, with or without him.

+ New Crushes. The prospective of new hot, hot schoolmates is very high. Now, that will make me look forward to every school day.

+Allowance. Enough said.

+ Forget Him. Okay, this shouldn’t be included but I can’t help it, I know that the more puyatan night I’ll have, slowly; I’ll stop thinking about him. I might be running away from the problem but I have no other choice.

Things I’m not excited about:

+Late Night review sessions which will last until 2am.
+ Pressure.
+People who’ll ask me “Kamusta na kayo?”. I swear, if anyone asks me that question, I’m going to slit that person’s throat.
+Getting wet because of the rain.
+Cramming again.


For everyone, Keep in mind that the key in learning is loving to learn more, never settle for second best, always aim to become the best. Remember the song from Princess Diaries?

“Make a wish, take a chance, make a change and BREAKAWAY…”

..and She prepared for the Party!