Let's Start The Party! The Sweet Sixteen Birthday Bash!

Lil Jenny and Hell week

4 days to go and I'm off-Liyab Season is here once more.you wanna know how stressful my life is?

Sept.26-Cram Season
Sept 27&28-Monthly Exams
Sept. 29&30-Liyab Seminar

In Addition to that,My Lil Cousin/Carbon Copy will be celebrating her birthday on the 28th!

Yup,She's smart,She's sassy and She's very me-sans the pessimistic side.She's very bubbly and I can't get enough of her kakulitan!

This was taken last year before I went to Tanay for my 3day camping! ;)

She's turning 4 already.time really passes by quickly.She's 4 and She's as kikay as I am-Whenever She sees me doing my ritual or sunblock-powder-lip gloss routine She tells me that I'm maarte and yet she wants to apply my lip gloss as a cheek tint!lol.talk about weirdness. Whenever Irah and I talk over the phone,She snatches away the receiver and She tries to talk to Irah as if they are in the same age.

She's actually a clear picture of who I was as a Kid.She's a clear reminder of how maarte I was(until now,actually) how vain I was and most of all,She's one of the reasons why I keep on fighting even if all this time,I really want to give up. but seeing her smile or laugh makes me want to fight even more-it pushes me to the limit,to break free.

If ever that She'll have the chance to read this blog I just hope that She won't commit tha same mistakes that I've done so in the past.I just hope that when She turns into a young Lady,She'll be a smart one-a kick ass one.

I guess,Mika will be my carbon copy forever or perhaps,The little sister that I never had. :) As far as I know,I'm going to protect her as long as I can. :)

Kisses!Mwah for everyone!

..and She prepared for the Party!

10 rules :)

The 10 Rules:

1. Don't ask her to be feminine

2. Don't let her drink over three glasses

3. Drink coffee instead of Coke/Juice

4. If she hits you, act like it hurts. If it hurts, act like it doesn't

5. On your 100th day together, give her a rose during her class

6. Make sure you learn fencing and squash

7. Be prepared to go to prison sometimes

8. If she says she'll kill you, don't take it lightly

9. If her feet hurt, exchange shoes with her

10. She likes to write. Encourage her

I wanna watch MY SASSY GIRL again.I wonder why. by the way,I'm fine na po. ;) Forget my emo entry yesterday(Personal blog) ;)

http://www.foxhome.com/soundofmusic/ check out this site: It reminded me of the Sound of Music Feeling and all of sudden,I wanna sing the hills are alive once more! hahahaha..

Hafta go now.Don't expect me to update.I'm damn busy. :P TC!Kisses! Mwah!

..and She prepared for the Party!

NerveWacking Truths

I hate me. I hate me.I hate me. Guess who got a freaking 7 in English subject? Okay,Itago natin sya sa pangalan na Jennylyn Suguitan ng Our Lady of Rosary Secret lang yun ha?lol.
Someone will walk up in your life and will make you realize why it didn't work out with someone else.That's a sweet truth.True enough. I'm browsing my old blog and to my surprise...

We often ignore chainletters or other bulletins but this made a difference.It survived my queer eye and it pierced my heart.This bulletin made me realize how God works in mysterious ways.God,Mahal ko ba talaga siya?I really love him,but this fight made me think twice on what i feel for him,kung sya talga.It's just that I still think i do but i hate him cuz I can never hate him too much.Ang gulo 'no? Magkagalit kme.un lng un.Good bye na nga ba sa sound of musi ver 2.0 story?Kala ko ba mahal nya ako?Bakit di ko yung nararamdaman?

at sinabi ko pala yan?Aba,At ganun pala ang naramdaman ko. Parang ayoko atang maniwala.Ang lakas pala ng fighting spirit ko.

At ako din pala ang nagsulat nito?

The SET UP:A peaceful place were wecan talk together. hopefully,with his friends and my friends..
THE MUSIC any Love songs,those types that can make you feel so inlove when infact you're not.those types na meaningful.. :)
The Guy I don't need a prefect guy and i don't want a perfect guy,I just need a guy who can accept my imperfections.The one who can defend me and can fight for me,the guy who can make me smile,the one who can understand me.

go jen! grabe.ang lupet ng mga banat ko nun ah.you know what?I can't believe it. I can't believe how many times I spent my tears to him.Sigh.

..and She prepared for the Party!

The Perfect Word

optimistic pessimist . How very me.. 365 days ago I went home soaking wet,the tips of my jeans soaking wet and yet I'm still excited about that whole rollercoaster ride that I had in PNU, 365 days had gone by but, still that feeling still lingers in my heart.I told you.i'm an optimistic pessimist.I used to think that I'm different,that there's something in me that separates me from everyone else..but one sunny morning..I woke up and realized that I'm just like everyone else. I don't know why things like this often happens when I'm like,entering a major contest and I should be like, Optimistic but no matter how hard I try,I'm can't light my own path. Earth to Jenny:You're supposed to be Super Girl!You can't feel bad! Jenny to Earth: Yeah Right. Go to Hell! lol. I don't know. I really don't know. ..so help me God.

http://blossom.nu

http://blossom.nu
Will be needing your prayers.

..and She prepared for the Party!

Fore veryone who cares..

Thanks you so much! I'm okay now, We're okay now. :)

Special Thanks to my F.r.E.n.D.z. -Erika,Mich,Belle,Hannah, and Apeh..thank you so much for standing by my side..

For Girl Friend: Thank you for trying to make me feel better..
I can't mention all of you but thank you for caring..Love you all! A big Mwah here from me!

YFC tomorrow! Can't wait! :)

..and She prepared for the Party!

"Naaalala mo pa ba nung tayo'y magkasama pa
Iyong sinabi't pinangako na nalimot mo na siya
At kahit naglaho ka na muling sumama sa kanya
Sa aking puso ay ikaw pa rin,
~~ikaw pa rin~~ "

So what's up with the "Ikaw Pa rin" Lyrics staring back at you? Oh well. Don't get me wrong.I just can't hold it inside.I just can't help it.

There's a guy and he met this girl .this girl loves another guy and another guy loves this girl yet he can't show it. This girl got tired of waiting and she fell in love w/ the guy. The guy loves this girl but suddenly he's like,falling for another girl and another girl is like ,unaware of it This girl acts like nothing's wrong as if everything's fine as if it's not hurting her big time .As if it's not shattering her heart into tiny pieces .and this girl is staring back at her PC,wanting to cry and she's trying so hard to hold back the tears.

Akala ko,okay kami.Hind pala. Maybe I'm just over reacting, maybe may pagkukulang ako.I'm trying my best to smile, to forget what might happen in the future,to act like it's not hurting me. Don't judge him, It's not his fault and besides,He already suffered much because of me, He already sacrificed because of me. Despite of how many chances that I have over the girl, I am willing to set him free because I believe that He deserves to be happy...I believe that He deserves the girl-and the girl deserves him.
I love him, I do but If He's no longer happy I'd rather get hurt than hurt him. Maybe you're asking why I'm not going to fight for him... I won't even if I want to. I don't want to be unfair to him. I want him to be happy.I might sound like a total martyr but this is the only way that I can thank him enough for loving me. Sigh.

*It's just that I'm so weird that I used to tell myself that It's okay if ever that He'll find someone else and Now that it seems that he did,I'm here,hurting inside.

..and She prepared for the Party!

Super Girl For Christ :)

Hello everyone!

Me and My Gorgeous Fr.E.n.D.z. joined the YFC or (Youth For Christ) and We already love their approach!I so love MMK's episode last night!So Kilig!Yup,It's really weird na someone like me would actually love happy endings and sweet surprises!

Siga na nga,Here's my top 5 favorite kilig moments na napanood ko!

1)My Sassy Girl-Binigyan ni Gyeon Woo yung Girl ng rose sa Piano Recital nung girl!
2)MMK-may banner yung guy for the girl na naka lagay i love you.
3)French Movie ata un-in front of the crowd nilagay lumuhod yung guys w/ matching rose at binigyan nya ng ring yung girl.
4)Kim Sam Soon-nung 100 days na silang magkakilala binigyan ni Cyrus si Sam Soon ng rose tas sabi nya "Thank you for coming into my life!"
5)Full House-Pinagtanggol ni Justin Si Jesse

magiisip pa ako tas sasabihin ko sa inyo.sorry sa walang kwentang post na toh.masama kasi loob ko.. :(

..and She prepared for the Party!

So Long,Farewell!

Hi everyone! I just dropped by to let you know that that I'm still alive. I've been so busy lately and besides,I don't really feel good. I get easily sick lately.(maybe because of lack of proper sleep) and in addition to that I seriously want to give up and avoid everyone. Someone from my school has been creating rumors about me and my guy best friend.I'm not getting mad or affected becuase it is true because God knows that it is not true. It's just that it started since I was in first year and now that I'm already in 3rd year those rumors just turned out to be the worst rumor ever.Sigh.

I wonder why do some people create nasty things about someone else and If you try to deny it then you're being defensive.If you keep quite that means you are guilty. I think it is completely unfair.SO UNFAIR!

I'm not actually posting this entry not only because of the issues about me but this is also because of the issues circulating about my good friends.I mean, why do these nasty persons keeps on creating rumors just for the sake of bring us down when they don't know any better? Why can't they shut up for theirselves and live their on lives.mess up w/ their own lives, not w/ ours. or much better,GET A LIFE

Take this as a warning but someone up there knows that you are actually trying to bring us down.I'm not saying this to anyone particular but for Heaven's sake! Hindi po kami artista kaya hindi kayo kikita sa pag gawa ng gossips about us ~~but we do accept autograph signing~~ if you want to. ;)

So to close this issue please stop it. It's not funny. It's so annoying.Hindi dahil some of you finds me a princess-princessy girl eh I'll sut up na. I know how to speak up for myself so if you're going to continue those chismis that you keep on making I swear I'm going to post a huge picture of yours and send it to the MILF so they'll kidnap you and you're gonna shut up na forvever.

That's all.Thankyouverymuch. Yes,This the NICEST way.ito na yon.

..and She prepared for the Party!