it is wrong to hate all the roses because you got scratched with one thorn
to give up on your dreams because one didn't came true
to loose faith in prayers because one was not answered
tp give up on your efforts because one of them failedto condemn all your friends because one betrayed you
to not believe in love because someone was not unfaithful or didn't love you back
to throw away all chances to be happy because you didn't succeed on the first attempt

That SMS was sent to me my Clavin,one of my closest friends and thinking that it was a gm,I reead it and to my surprise I was like, "hey,parang ako yun ah?" I'm always like-I often ended up giving up and forgetting my goals just because I failed once,just because one of dreams didn't came true. :(

Sad.but true.I'm a go getter but when I fail,I often sulk in a corner.Maybe,This SMS is a sign from God-maybe he wants me to keep on pushing my self to the limit until I reach my dreams.Maybe I should be more optimistic and despite of what I might get through-I shall never loose faith again in prayers. :)

..and She prepared for the Party!

AYun.for sure, before magend ang month ng november eh naka simangot na naman ako to the max. :(

You wanna know why??

Dahil kuhanan na naman ng Card.kamusta naman yun.Syempre mega lamon na naman ng self esteem at mega panira na naman nh buhay ang results ng card ko.

Dear Trigo,
bakit ka ba ganyan?Halos mag explode na ang utak ko dahil sa dami ng kalandian mo sa buhay na cosine,tangent,cotangent,secant,cosecant at kung ano ano pang formula na hindi ko naman alam kung para saan pero ayan ka na naman,kulang na lang ay i-saute mo ang utak ko sa kumukulong mantika at paduguin mo ang ilong ko kakasolve sa napaka-nose bleeding na problems na ewan ko kung pano nabuo.hindi ka ba kuntento sa unti unting pagpatay sa brain ko?Ano pa bang gusto mong manyari?Ang mag suicide ako sa hirap na dinadanas ko syo?Ano bang gusto mo?Si Irah?Iyong iyo na,tigilan mo lang ako. :(

Dear Christmas break,

Sana dumating ka na.tulungan mo akong takasan ang malupit na galamt ng Trigo at Chem.Tulungan mo akong tumakas please! at sana,maisipan mo munang hirapin ang sleigh ni Santa para mapabilis na ang pag dating mo.I don't care kahit late na mabigay ang gifts besides,I han't been nice kaya di ako excited sa gift from santa.Ayun.

Ayun.Go Jen.takbo pa.

..and She prepared for the Party!

Hello everyone. I'm still busy because I have to do a 360 degree cramming period just to pass it and hit the deadline.How desperate is that? Aside from that,In less tha 5 months I will also experience some brain freezing exams for my college entrance test and the good news is,I still have no idea where to study for college or when shall I stay while I'm studying for college.


So super duper good luck naman for my future kung meron man.Kamusta naman ang pagka patapon ko?

..and She prepared for the Party!

After 5 days straight of no blogging,no takas and no long internet sessions I'm back!I'm actually quite happy about my acadamics' status since I already attained 2 perfect seatworks from Chem and one from trigo! I know,know It's really mababaw but I guess more hard work (and sacrifice) I'll finally have good grades that I've been wishing for isnce my so called first day high. :)

Last friday something unsual happened to me.My former biology teacher,Sir Tony made chismis to me.Seriously,We chatted for like,3 minutes about Irah and me. He told me if I'm happy about Irah and of course,I told him I do since I'm really happy with Irah.(Stop imagining things,reader.He's not my boyfriend.Not yet.)

SO there..I can't really blog about anything that's really substantial but believe me guys,I've realized a lot of things since monday.Let me tell you how malas I am this week..

Monday-I came home at 9pm and I was asked to write a 750 word essay about my organization.
Tuesday-I came to school at around810 despite of the fact that I slept at around 12mn the other day and woke up 430 am the next day to do the essay.
Wenesday-nothing much.
Thursday-a head knocking brain damaging reaction paper.
Friday-I hate this day.I'm not talking about it. not even a single kwento.That is the most f*cking day that I ever lived.

So....That's how my week had been.But I love life. I love my life. (of course,I'm just kidding!)

..and She prepared for the Party!

Today is the last day of my beloved sembreak,despite of the fact that I still don't want to go to school,I'd rather go than learn nothing.

SO ayun,balik school na naman ako.Balik puyatan,stress at pagod.Pakiramdam ko din papatayin na ako ni si Jhun dahil sa Immaculata.Shocks..Ano bang gagawin ko sa buhay ko?Grabe talaga,Hindi ko na alam gagawin ko as in.Hindi ko na talaga alam.

Nahihilo na naman ako sa mga nangyayari at sa mga pwedeng mangyari..ano ba kasing tinira ko at nakapag sulat ako ng up lifting na entry na hindi ko naman alam kung kaya ko talaga panindigan..I mean,Hallerness! Nasasabi ko lang na kaya ko pag wala pang problema,Pano yan...meron na ngayon!

Hay naku,ewan ko ba.Good luck na lng sakin. :P

..and She prepared for the Party!

...but I am TOUGHER.

To tell you honestly,I'm not all optimistic,somewhere inside me a bucket of Pesimissim live on..I'm always like that I randomly think about nice things because I was surrounded by negative events.. but finally,I've realized the meaning of my failure. I've realized why God let me down.It's because he wants to see me trying-trying harder to achieve my goals.

The Harder you fall,The higher you bounce..right?

I guess that this is the right time for me to learn from my mistakes,Iguess that enough is enough. Maybe I should go beyond and strip off my limits,Maybe it's the right time for me to attest my capabilities. Maybe I should learn to risk harder-and survive longer.

No one can stop you from reaching your dreams-Dae Jang Guem

Yes,No one can stop us from reaching our dreams and our biggest competitor is our own self. I've realized my mission-I guess God wants me to fail,not to sulk in a corner but to fail and prove that I'm way tougher than the problems that I went through.

I'm no longer afraid of falling or committing another mistakes again,From now on I will use my past mistakes as an instrument towards my goals.from now on,I'll try my best to believe harder..
...Isn't it ironic? I was thinking of blogging about something else..

..and She prepared for the Party!